Ashamed. (1963).
Traumatic; regret; concern for my standing;
felt that I had committed a major sin; felt
bad.
Didn't enjoy; all incentive lost. (1963).
Terribly lot down; scared; felt like spitting on
the girl; guilty. (1965).
Worry; grief; pain; fear; anguish;
discontented. (1962).
Don't know why I did it; with virginity went
my self-respect; the sex drive is nothing to
fool around with; very serious mistake;
wasn't beautiful.
Impulsive; awkward; ugly; depressed; she
cried and refused to see me.(1967).
Bothered me. (1967)
Trauma; didn't sleep; not sure.(1967).
Not all I had expected. (1965).
Afraid. (1965).
Mixed emotion; tears; felt extremely sorry.(1967).
It was too long to wait. (1967).
Truly sorry. (1965).
Slight tinge of conscience. (1967).
Will demand of myself a penance; doubt.
Coitus as a Regular Experience
Felt more mature. (1964).
Good; immediate deep love; what I learned is
most important achievement; given me
definite convictions. (1965).
Pined for more. (1968).
Enjoyable. (1962).
Concerned with each other. (1960).
Helped shape basic moral values; experience is
the best teacher. (1964).
Regret. (1965).
Terrible guilt feelings; let down parents,
society, church. (1968).
Frightened. (1962).
Problem-pregnant; hurried wedding. (1960).
Could not relax; guilt; worry; anxiety. (1964).
Wished we had used more discretion; conflict. (1965).
Extremely guilty; repulsed; constantly
depressed. (1968).