Khevasiah smiled and closed the door behind her. Junya threw on his jeans over his ashy legs, and threw back on his wife-beater tee-shirt. He turned off all the lights and proceeded to catch up to Khevasiah. Khevasiah drove as Junya pulled small tokes from the blunt he rolled. Khevasiah drove fast down the far lane on the highway as nightlife traffic started building. Into the commute, all of the vehicles started to merge into the center lane.
"Damn traffic, always something." Khevasiah uttered.
"I know." Junya responded.
"If we miss this party, and I miss this client, remember that it is all your
fault!"
"And can you explain as to why I am to blame love?"
"Don.t try to get all poetic Mr. Cutebwoy on me now, where was that
back in the room? If you was coming like that, you could have got you some!"
"See, I knew you wanted to!"
"And how is that? Was it because I was ass naked in front of you and you
did nothing about it? Or was it me keeping the door in the bathroom locked
because you would rather watch somebody else fucking? Boy, you don.t know
shit! Let me tell you something about us women.we are mean when we have to
be mean, we are nice when it is time to be nice. But when it comes time for
fucking, there are three things that we can not stand. One, is a sweaty, stank ass
man, I do not care how much money you make doing what! Another, is when a
man need to look at some pictures or some porno or some other bitch just to get
him thinking bout his own girl, and the third."
"Well, what is the third?"
"The third is when we think the dude care about us, even if it is just sex,
and he really does not, I mean, really does not. That is the worst feeling in the
world. I can understand if a nigga want to get him some pussy, but he do not
have to dehumanize us women for the sake of it. He can easily get it lying as he
can being completely honest."
"Most women lie to men too, especially when it comes to their feelings."
"And why is that you suppose? Huh? C.mon, you the smart one in here?
Answer the question? How you know so much about women? If it weren.t for
your boy, me and you would not even be here right now, and you know it!"
"Hold up! Hold up!" Junya started to get irate. He took a long pull off of
the blunt, and passed it back to Khevasiah, ensuring she would not interrupt his
talking while he responded to the comment."
"If a man wants to be with a woman strictly for the pussy, and he is up
front and honest about it, he gets less respect than a man who plays nice just to
get the pussy. You say that you women want a man that is thugged out, or to be
rough with you, but those be the ones that end up breaking ya'll hearts, and it be
the nice dude that you overlooked, that really wanted to take care of you, that
you diss, then you end up wishing that you didn.t."
"Oh, listen to you.well, since you playing the nice boy role, how does
your being nice increase your pussy getting: it doesn.t! Matter of fact, if a man
come up to me, on some, "Hi, I really am thrown aghast by your radiant
beauty.how does a creature so flawless remain from extinction; may we keep
your species alive in a quest for world dominance through limitless procreating
of proud sons and daughters.I would think that the nigga was an utter fool,
who could not get pussy if he put his dick on the end of a fishing pole and threw
it into a crowd on ladies night! Those be the ones playing games. But when a
man come up to me on some old.hey lady, why you so fine? I am doing this
with myself.blah, blah, blah.and what you getting into for later, and he doing
it with out being disrespectful, then I am with that. You see, all women are
different, but there is one thing for sure, we do not want no soft ass nigga to be
called our man. If he cannot be man enough to come up to a woman and be
strong about his game; not confidence strong, then he need to talk to some soft
ass chick. I.m sorry, but that is me, and I know the girls I used to hang with
don.t play that weak nigga bullshit."
"Well, how dumb do ya.ll feel when a man who play Mr. Claude McKay
on ya'll, get the draws, then he don.t fuck with ya'll no more, ya'll be upset
because you done told your homegirls how nice he is and all the good things he
got going, or all the money he make, when in essence, you did it to make
yourselves look good. It be the brother who is really trying to do good by ya'll,
be the one who end up looking a fool. I want a woman to respect the fact that I
have goals and ambitions, and I set out to do right things, and not have her
dismiss me for some weak nigga because I choose not to be all thugged out, and
carry guns and all that bullshit."
"Oh, it.s like that! Well you done really lost a sense of reality baby! You
think all of these niggas out on the street really give a fuck what kind of degree
you got, or what kind of school you went to? If you ain.t doing nothing to
benefit off of that shit, that paper ain.t no different than the ones you use to roll
joints in; it.s just wasting up in smoke! That is on the real! There are people out
here who do not have any parents, no friends, all they got is they pride and the
want to survive.
