My first acquaintance with sex was in second and third grade, when I began to talk with older boys and girls because of my early maturation. The older children told me that girls had a hole between their legs, called a 'cunt.' They told me to look at a cunt as soon as possible. Well, curiosity had been invoked in me, so I stripped the girl next door and looked at her.
Fondling
I think I found out about intercourse and
conception from an older neighbor boy (probably
about three years older) who would give me
pornographic books and magazines to read, and
when he had a chance, would fondle my body some.
This was happening when I was about in sixth
grade.
There was an older boy who lived on our block
who initiated sexual contact with me. He was
about fifteen years old and I (a girl) about
ten, I believe. He used to tease us and play
school with us. Whenever he'd punish me held
take me into his little room behind the furnace
and pretend to whip me. One time though he put
his hand down my pants. I got scared but he
convinced me it was alright to do. From then on
he would put his hand in my pants whenever an
opportunity presented itself. He even started
putting my hand in his pants to play with his
penis. Once he baby-sat with me and brought a
friend. I enjoyed their attention and obliged
them in sex play. They took me into my room
separately and showed me their penises and had
me fondle them. I remember thinking they were
huge. This type of activity continued with these
two for about four months.
Masturbation
When I (a boy) was eight years old a boy at the
age of puberty fascinated me with off-color
stories which I really didn't understand.
Following a few nights of dirty jokes, he
proceeded to demonstrate masturbation to me.
When he had succeeded in reaching orgasm, he
suggested that I try like stimulation. There was
no result to my efforts whatsoever.
I think I (a boy) had begun to develop
physically by the time my brother exposed me to
what I later learned was masturbation. He
persuaded me to let him do something to me which
he termed 'jackin' off.' I enjoyed the physical
reaction...
I decided to see if I could masturbate on a girl.
I was now thirteen. I picked to lure a younger
girl that lived a few houses away in hopes that
she wouldn't say anything to anyone else.... I
asked her if she wanted to wrestle. She said she
didn't know how and I immediately showed her how
by taking her arms and pushing her over onto my
bed. I wrestled around with her and finally
climbed onto her and pulled her dress up exposing
her underwear. I proceeded to move up and
down on her thus rubbing my erection between her
legs. I came to climax and ejaculated...
Homosexuality
My second homosexual experience was one with my
older cousin. I think I was in about fifth grade
when this happened, and he must have been in
about eighth grade of junior high school. The
contact involved lying down on the couch and
unzipping each other's pants and fondling,
caressing, and masturbating each other's genitals.
I remember he felt a special sensation
when I would reach way around his scrotum and
fondle his testes. We would take turns stimulating
each other and then we would fondle each
other simultaneously. I also received great
pleasure from this homosexual contact. These
homosexual contacts, at the time did not seem
abnormal at that age, but as I look back upon it
I can hardly believe I ever did such a thing.
Today I would never consider doing such things.