The girls sat for a moment in silence of conversation...

The girls sat for a moment in silence of conversation, while eating their freshly made desserts to the music playing.

"Hey Gwen, do you remember your first time making love?"
"Yeah," Gwen answered as she went into deep thought.
"What was it like?"
"It hurt like hell at first, but after a while, my juices started flowing and it seemed like a water faucet had turned on inside of me. After that I had to get used to the size and man oh man, I couldn't be stopped." "What do you mean that you couldn't be stopped, I thought you said that you didn't cheat on him?"
"I didn't cheat on him. I meant we couldn't be stopped."
"Oh, that makes more sense."
"I'm glad to know you approve."
"Gwen, are your parents proud of your accomplishments, I mean do they tell you that they are proud of you?"
"They don't say it, but I'm sure that they are." "Are they still together?"
"Yes, I'm sure they are still together."
"What do you mean by that?"

CJ asked with confusion.
"CJ, my parents died in a plane crash fourteen years ago. I've been an attorney for the last four years, so I have never been able to hear them tell me that they are proud of me, but I can feel them being proud of me. If that makes sense to you."
"I'm sorry Gwen, I didn't mean to be nosey."
"It's not a problem, I have learned to deal with it. I believe that it was meant to be that way."
"What do you mean by that?"
"GOD asked Job a question in the book of Job. I believe it was the thirty-eighth chapter and the fourth verse. He asked Job where he was when he laid the foundations of the earth, and to tell him since he knew so much."
"OK."
CJ sat with a clueless look on her face.
"That question told me that GOD is in control all the time. That told me that he knows what is best for us. "Damn, when you look at it that way, I guess you have a point." CJ agreed.

Gwen sat eating her banana split wondering why CJ was asking all the questions about lovemaking and her parents.

"So Gwen,"
CJ asked over the sound of Stanley Clarke,
"what is your biggest fantasy?"
"What is my biggest fantasy,"
Gwen repeated.
"My biggest fantasy is having someone to come home to. Knowing that when I arrive at home, he will be waiting for me. To know that when we make love, I'm truly on his mind. For me to know that our love is real, that it is inseparable. My wish is for us to have children and for them to not need for anything. I think that is my biggest fantasy."
"Damn girl, you deep."
"What, you think that's too much to want?"
"No, remember this always, wanting is sometimes better than actually having."